So Im counting and counting and counting.
Well obviously im counting for the day to received my PMR Result.
And im so freaking scared lah. 2 days more weh.
Entah berapa lah aku dapat.
Ya Allah, aku nak sangat dapat keputusan cemerlang. with Flying Colors~
So that my parents will be proud of me. And the important thing is,
Supaya aku dapat masuk kelas Sains !
On this wednesday, I really need some miracles to come and embrace me.
Cewah. hahah xD yeah. I do need miracles.

Second, aku menghitung hari aku berapa lama lagi aku nak suka dekat dia.
This is such a torture for my heart and soul.
Sebenarnya, aku dah tak nak suka dia YY even though,
'loving him is like driving a new Maserati down the dead end street'
ahahahaha okay merepek..
'I knew you were trouble when you walk in..to my heart' LOL
'So shame on me now' 'now im lying on a cold hard ground'
okay okay i better stop it right now.
Sambung balik, dia kan, tak ada pun nak tegur aku dulu YY
Twitter ke, Fb ke. Obseo. Whatsapp pun, aku yg mula dulu, baru start conversation.
What a sad love life. Kahkahkah.
Tapi yang buat aku upset nya, dia Whatsapp my bestfriend almost everyday.
I guess everyday. Ye ah asal aku tanya bestfriend aku tu, 'tak whatsapp dengan dia?'
and her reply 'tengah whatsapp lah ni' how that word breaks my heart.
Fall into pieces my broken heart :(
Even dekat twitter pun diorang berhubung. And I just watch them like a stupid foolish person. :(
And that time my thoughts mesti 'why not me, why her my bestfriend,?'
Why and why and why and why~
And, I cant blame her jugak, because she's too lurus.
Well u know what I mean.. Hmm ottokajo..
Right now I feel like, I dont deserve to be loved.
Sometimes, I felt like, I was left behind to be loved and to get love.
When all of my friends, got boyfriend and a guy to be close to. But me, I got nothing. :/
Nevermind, I got loved from Allah, my family and my best friends is still okay..


All I can do is just, redha ;')

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